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State of Denial 2008-03-03 00:44:28
N & I went to this movie the other day. It was a Hindi movie. We’d heard it was
different. It was, I won’t deny that. There was this girl in love with this guy,
and then the guy ditched him. The girl couldn’t get over it. Then there came
along a second guy, who had been friends with this girl for a long time, and he
slowly convinced her out of it. These two were very friendly and platonic
throughout. But at the end the first guy finally changed his mind and decided to
marry the girl. In the climax, the girl changed her mind and married the
second guy instead.
When the show was over and we came out, it was raining. It was about five in the
evening and there was that dying evening light all around, dimmed a bit more
because of the overcast skies.
We walked to a seclu Read more:Denial
, State
Spam 3 2008-02-27 01:26:20
Hi. I normally just delete all my spam on Gmail, but then I saw that
some of them were funny, and decided to put up some of them. Most of the spam I
get on Gmail is about how to make your thing bigger. How do they know I've got a
thing in the first place? Do they steal information from my account? Or do they
send this same spam to everyone, including female users? Anyway, let's not worry
about that now.
This first one:
This one will seriously hurt the sentiments of all self-respecting men, that the
secret behind their greatness is nothing but their 'great' secret. Also, let's
see, if you could go back in time and tell Benjamin Franklin, for example, that
you know all about his greatness and explain it to him, I think he'll be a
little hurt.
This is the next one:
Why
My First Photos 2008-02-25 01:26:26
Hi. I've been going around with a camera my sister recently bought
and taking some useless photos. Actually, when you come to think of it, among
the photos on that thing, only the ones I've shot can be called useful, because
all the others are my sister's shots of herself. Really. She has in total shot
about 10 photos of things that are not herself, and the rest of the shots
are all of things that are not not herself. I just unplugged the camera,
so I can't tell you exactly how many of those self-portraits there were, but I
guess there were about 35 or so, in about 4 different sittings. And I had
to shoot one of those sessions, so she could send photos of herself to her
boyfriend. What a waste of time. Anyway, I can proudly declare that at least
mine were better as photographs. Read more:First
The Hidden Swan 2008-02-20 02:20:53
I’m not feeling right. I’m
feeling crap. I don’t know how I look during these times, but I have a feeling
that I won’t like it much myself.
I’m
feeling crap because I can’t find, or rather, will be stopped if I find,
something constructive to do. I’m feeling crap because Microsoft Word takes
about one geological era to start up. I’m feeling crap because it’s almost the
hot season again. I’m feeling crap because no one comes here to read my stuff.
If you have, thanks.
I
wanted to tell you something I’d heard once from my Life Science teacher (we
called it Life Science then, not Biology. It became Biology in a later standard.
I never made it to Biology. I didn’t like it). This teacher (his name is Ajit
Sengupta) had interests spanning across a lot of fie Read more:Hidden
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A History of the Banner 2008-02-16 07:43:22
It hasn’t been too long that I started this blog, only about two and
a half years, but I’ve already changed my banner a number of times. So I
thought: why not make a blog entry out of it? Also, once I change my banner, the
old ones kind of withdraw to an isolated life on my photobucket album. That
would be a sad end for images I worked hard behind. So you could say that I
wanted to show off my pathetic photoshop skills with this entry. However, this
entry will also deal a little with a hasty history of Spaces and my blog.
In the beginning, there was nothing. But it was mistakenly called
MSN Spaces. My blog was then called Truth – the true version. I
had saved a preview of what my space used to look like in those dark days:
Then MSN Spaces became Windows Live Spa Read more:Banner
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Blog list: Know Your Space 2008-02-16 00:52:22 Know Your Space
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Two of Us #13 2008-02-14 01:59:23 1Life Hey.
Neo I thought you’d killed me.
1Life Don’t be too sure I haven’t.
Neo Anyway, what’s the buzz?
1Life Let’s talk about something
else.
Neo You’re losing, aren’t you?
1Life What do you expect?
Neo I expected you to win.
1Life You didn’t actually, did you?
Anyway, something else.
Neo It’s funny watching you flee.
1Life You know, those old stories I
used to believe in, they’re long past.
Neo Well, then you have lost a lot
of yourself too, I’d have to say, ‘coz a lot of yourself was those old stories.
1Life Maybe, someday, I’ll have
reason to believe in them again.
Neo You’re leaving this hope in
whose hands?
1Life I dunno. I guess you’re right.
I’m just trying to flee.
Neo Divulged yet?
1Life Nope. Can’t, I guess. Sounds
great to the
Mind & Matter 2008-02-02 00:19:05 It would
be pretty weird if there were no purpose in all this. Think: we are now
decoding the mysteries of life and evolution, and wondering about these
questions. Could we be mere
interaction of particles then?
Even if we were, why in the first place do we view particles and
their interactions as something ordinary, as mere? What is ordinary?
Ordinary is what we’ve grown used to since childhood, things that don’t respond
to your calls, don’t talk to you. What you mean is inanimate. Why would inanimate things be ordinary? Why don’t you
see purpose in their existence? When you compare the existence of a grain of
sand to the existence of nothing, to nothing itself, to a state that never
was, that is neither empty space nor blackness, that is undefined because no
one ever came and sa
Black & White 2008-01-25 00:16:58 There’s
a black me. There’s a white me.
There’s also a white you and a black you, isn’t there? There is a
black and white to everyone.
The white is for everyone to see, for small talk and school and
business meetings. The white is
everywhere. That’s all you see. That’s all there is supposed to be. Different
shades of white. Yellowish white, grayish white, milk-white, steel-white, old
white, fresh white. 6 billion shades on the face of this planet, and all must
be in white. There must be diversity, there must be unique marks and
differentness in colour. There must be strata and groups, and all of this must
be in white alone. There’s white flowing between people, whiteness changing
shades. Eskimos have 11 words for white. You see a thousand different whites
doing a million Read more:Black
, White
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meaning 2008-01-14 01:44:30 it’s been a long time
to justify
why the answers have
not yet come by
a speeding train
a passing world
pieces and pictures
flashing by
a sunlit field
a dark foothill
a blood-red sky
that says good bye
open my eyes
blinding white
cages and rules
and things to do
without asking why
without asking why
look through a hole
someone else’s eyes
a lifelong tv show
i hunt, i search
in my dark skull
i watch your faces
drifting by
nobody knows
and nobody cares
i can tell every time
i look at these stares
i hunt, i search
in my dark skull
i don’t find any clue
whether i’m supposed to
be like you
days shall fly
time go by
each day a picture
flashing by
sunlit grass, dark foothill
evening blue and rainy greys
and joints shall pain
skin cells die
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Savings from
Shell wait, Alayne said. She has to wait. smile, pointed nose,
and bristly orange hair. Particularly around louts like us. They should
be thralls, or salt wives, Victarion complained. There is that as well,
agreed the queen. Only a blind man could fail to see our war is all but
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Custom List: Favourite Authors 2008-01-05 10:44:59 Favourite AuthorsMichael CrichtonSave a few loose ends, a good entertainer, and definitely does a lot of homework.Philip PullmanAn astounding storyteller. He was born to write.J. K. RowlingNothing new to be said. Very able writer.Roald DahlUnputdownable. His style is amazing. Read more:Custom List
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Book List: Favourite Reads 2008-01-05 10:38:09 Favourite Readssid hite: a hole in the worldSimple and engaging, but ends a little abruptly, not keeping all the promises it makes.Bill Bryson: A Short History of Nearly EverythingA rough, informal guide to science, geology, et cetera. Not Everything, not even Nearly Everything. But pretty interesting. Full of astounding facts.Eoin Colfer: Artemis Fowl: The Eternity CodeExciting and smooth, only unnecessary over-use of ultra-cool phrases in some places.Roald Dahl: Boy; Going SoloVery coloured and amazing autobiography.Chetan Bhagat: Five Point SomeoneAn account of the other life at IIT.Paul Davies: God & The New PhysicsThe highest echelons of physics explained with a deft hand.Philip Pullman: His Dark Materials trilogy (Northern Lights; The Subtle Knife; The Amber S Read more:Book List
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Resurrected 2008-01-05 10:28:57 It’s
funny how, from time to time, you can snip off a huge chunk of your life that’s
been trailing behind you towards the past end for some time, and let it drift
away, so you can be a little more weightless while walking forward. Like an
iceberg breaking off from time to time. You can watch the pieces that have
floated away, but never actually get them back. Not funny. It’s not funny at
all. It’s actually a little sad, I think.
I, for example, have packed my latest detached piece of life partly
inside an orange and white packet in my cupboard and partly inside a folder in
my computer. Something makes me open the cupboard and stare at the packet
sometimes, switching momentarily to being a second person, looking at myself
and wondering what I’m thinking about, whether I’m think
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Radiant. Fickle. Golden. False as fools gold. Last night he dreamed
hed found her fucking his brother Balon. One day I shall drink your
wine, Crows Eye, and take from you all that you holdthin, brittle hair
that did little to hide the loose pink flesh beneath his sagging chin.
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Given Up - Linkin Park 2007-10-07 02:29:30 Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
God
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery
1Life.
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No title 2007-09-16 11:09:37
Let’s put up something, shall we?
Been to the beach on the weekend. Nice place. Bit salty and humid. That gets under your skin, if you are me. Don’t mind the pun. Don’t care a hang if you do. This morning I dreamt I was at her birthday. Didn’t wanna face her, but the time had to come when I had to give her the gift.
Forget about the dream. What’s causing the bad mood right now is the unforgivable stink that’s hovering about this place, imperceptible to anyone but me. It comes from my sister, but don’t go on and tell her.
Every time you tune your TV to a channel it doesn’t receive, a part of the dancing buzz you see is the radiation that was born during the birth of the universe. They were photons once, light. After all these years, they have become microwave radiation.
I
The Dream 2007-08-20 03:03:44
I looked down. The rough ground stretched from beneath me up to the thin dusty line miles away, a sharp horizontal slice across the landscape in front of my eyes, holding the ground and the sky at bay, away from each other. The desert floor was dry and dead, coarse with rocks littering its lunar surface. It knew no mercy, no forgiving, no soothing drop of cool water from the gloomy skies above, and it had come to accept it thus, and lay rough and lifeless, its interplay of red and hot sand a reminder of anything but life.
I stood on a high perch, looking down at the expanse. It was an immeasurably tall pedestal, an impossible column of the firm desert rock sweeping suddenly out of the level ground and rising high, pointing its audacious finger at the unfriendly cloudy sky. This roughly ro Read more:Dream
Weird 2007-08-01 01:33:29 A slightly weird thing happened yesterday. There’s a place I go for my Math tuitions, to a Formula 1 race-car who happens to look like a human being. His lessons whiz by above your head, or, if you are good, slightly lower. Nevertheless, you’ll never know what hit you when he’s done.
It was evening. I reached at around half-past five, an hour early like I usually do, for a very uninteresting reason, and as I sat outside on a bench on the lawn inside the complex, solving some problems, I noticed a few little kids, nine to eleven years of age, playing around. There were three girls who’d climbed a low wall and were waving sticks as long as themselves at the boughs of a tree in the hope of procuring a fuzzy yellow flower. They had discovered that the sticks were short, had asked an ag Read more:Weird
Two of Us #12 2007-07-20 09:01:00
1Life Hey N.
Neo Whoa, I thought you’d died.
1Life No. On the contrary, I almost killed you.
Neo What?
1Life If I stay out of touch with you for long, N, what happens to you?
Neo I disappear.
1Life So, that’s that. I wasn’t dead. I almost killed you. But yeah, you could say that it almost killed me too. Sort of induced an anaesthesia.
Neo It’s not because of talking to me. You still have it, and will have it after this conversation.
1Life Then what’s it due to?
Neo I don’t know. Let’s say you aren’t allowed to do a lot of things you’d like to do, you don’t have a satisfying friendship, she left you, and you are steadily losing confidence in your abilities.
1Life What would I like to do if I were allowed?
Neo You don’t know that clearly any more, because obedience is
Custom List: Favourite Quotes 2007-07-20 02:23:19 Favourite Quotes
The one who has true knowledge of his limits is the one who doesn't have any.- Me.Victory is not about winning; it is believing that you can, for there is no difference between the two.- Me.Now or never.- Anonymous.It is not who you are, but who you want to be that matters.- J.K. Rowling.KNOW THYSELF- The Matrix.Everyone is a winner by birth, but it's only those who remain so till death that get the meaning of all things in-between.- Me.There's a difference between knowing the path and walking the path.- Morpheus. ( The Matrix)Experience is the toughest teacher: it sets the test first, and then gives the lesson.- Aratrika Gupta.Once you've been this high, it's hard to come down.- David Blaine.To travel hopefully is a better thing than to Read more:Custom List
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The Universal Principles #1 2007-07-06 11:13:05
This is a new serial blog I am starting. I don’t know if I’ll have the patience and perseverance to continue it, but I had the idea of it since a long time ago, and I found some time today, and I decided to start with it.
The UniversalPrinciples
will be an effort to describe and categorize different repetitive patterns I see in nature and life, and also their explanations as I see them. These patterns will be generic, seen everywhere, and for that reason they shall tend to be a little abstract, a little shadowy, so that they can easily take on different specific forms according to the particular situation in which they are applicable.
I shall start with the first one, about the character of want, expectation and fulfillment. I have given it a name.
The Level Zero Principle
We used
Numb - Linkin Park 2007-06-22 05:20:57 For Mom, and especially Dad. Love, the non-paying guest upstairs.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is anot Read more:Linkin
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Back. 2007-06-13 11:38:02 I wasn’t dead. I was taking an unplanned break. I couldn’t find anything to write, or maybe I was too lazy, or maybe I was actually too busy and couldn’t find time. <point to self: (saying) “the busiest find time for everything.” e.g. ‘Rik is so busy that he finds time for an astonishing number of things that can actually make you feel that he has nothing else to do.’>
I have no idea where I was all this time, what I was doing, where all my time was actually going. It’s a blur, my life, a slow, lazy, viscous blur, like lazy streaks of traffic lights in a low exposure shot of a city street. I never know what hits me. When I find time to think, I realize nothing hit me worth bragging about. Then I turn off my thought-room and let myself go again, amazingly passive with
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